She eventually put the pieces together and came to realize she was doing more harm than good, publicly apologizing for the harm she’s done.
And now, she’s clearly working to right her wrongs.
“It was kind of a mindf**k to realize the thing I was leading had traumatized people to the point of suicidal ideation,” she says in the below video.
To make up for her past indiscretions, she started to officiate gay weddings.
Watch more of her story below: